Friday, November 10, 2006
hellos. hmm i want to change my skin. but cant seem to find a nice one. anyways, i havent been posting lately. partly because of the stress and exams that were going on before. and the intense band practises. well i suppose they were pretty intense to some degree. i think this is going to be a very long post. so prepare yourselves. alright! lets begin.
#1 - got my results back on the 6th nov which was my friend's birthday. she gave me this tiny cake on that day as my present as well. and my other friend gave me a soft toy. a pink puppy. uh huh. it was thoughtful of them. nods. also, my birthday was spent on one of my band teacher-in-charge's wedding. how 'wonderful' wasnt it. it occupied half of my birthday on the 3rd of nov. from about.. 3pm til nearing 9pm. uh huh. then i went for supper with danielle, dora and laycheng.
it was pretty late by then and we were carrying our instruments, so we decided to go somewhere nearby. and that was why we went to plaza singapura. we kind of got "lost" after coming out the mrt. but we found our way through~ ate at kfc. the place was extremely crowded! it was two times the number of people in the afternoon. after eating and laughing a lot due to some thing i said(?), we took the mrt to toa payoh and my mum came to pick us up and then send dora and laycheng home. danielle dropped at bishan.
okay! lets shift the subject back to the class problem.
actually. i dont feel contented about being in class 3/2 next year. there'll be a lot of competition. and my sec2 math teacher said that the subjects will be slightly harder and i'll even have to pass my very first CAs which she said was hard and for those who had never failed in their entie life, this may be the first time theyre going to fail. like oh goodness!
#2 - then comes the end of the year concert. there'll be this guest conductor from the U.S. ? hes going to be conducting the 2nd half of the concert. also! our conductor will be conducting an audition to see whether we can play the SYF piece. every single part of it. we'll be playing it infront of him like 1 to 1! oh man i cant do 1 to 1s its so stressful! oh i remember the last audition i had. i totally screwed it up! even with 2 other people in the 3 people audition. i screwed it all up! i just cant seem to perform alone or with a few other people without feeling SO EXTREMELY tensed up. sigh~ im such a failure. stage fright i suppose.
#3 - another year has passed already. everything is going so quickly. then followed up by the band camp. and the concert. then sec3 (upper sec!!) then comes SYF. sighh. im terribly stressed thinking of it. and im having loads of white hair already!! and im going to be separated from my friends. sighhh!! i'll be all alone. nevermind i'll have to be independant! i'll probably have no time for friends next year. sighh its such a saddening thing to think of.
#4 - alright. then i think i shall stop here now. goodbye~ must practise hard for the concert people!! also! work hard next year!! then comes O levels xD. oh wells. my conclusion is
WORK HARD FOR WHATEVER IS IN STORED FOR US. DONT FORGET YOUR FRIENDS!! oh and hey dora, i wont forget to leave a seat for you on monday. but wednesday may be a problem?? cause of the number of juniors and such? so if i cant leave a seat for you, then.. sorry in advance.
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